Lord Lift Me Up…


I’m am finally getting the willies (old dude speak for FREAKING OUT) about this having a Church service to orgainze every week. We have less then one week!

I just finished one of the videos for the introduction and I can’t stop touching it. I want it to be perfect. But that ain’t going to happen.

I pray everytime I think of it that if this is not for Jesus that he will let it die or kill it. But that ain’ happening either.

Do we have the right concept? Do we have the right people? Will the Lord trust us with much or a little? What if people are mean to each other? Will the music ROCK! What if we seem amatuer and misguided and this turns someone off to the message of Jesus forever? What if I THINK I have more power then I have over the whole thing and don’t stop worrying?

I know that if it is of God he will make it grow with or without me. But I want to go along for the ride. I want to be part of the growing of the body of Christ. I want to see the abandoned realize that they were always welcome home. I want to see the thristy drink from his well. I want to help him dry the tears. I want to share the shout of joy with my brothers and sisters. I want to grab ahold of someone like me 23 years ago and let them know that there is a BETTER way, that Jesus is REAL, and that God knows all about what really happened and he Loves them anyway.

I want to find the Joy of the Lord more often with people and the sorrow of this lost world less often. Lord, help me find your Joy.

Pray for Me Brothers and Sisters,



About toddcbrown

The body of Christ will never grow if the Pastor is the one using his gifts to MAKE IT grow through some cool program or inspiring turn of a phrase.
This entry was posted in Religion, Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink.

8 Responses to Lord Lift Me Up…

  1. LyNz0720 says:

    Todd, thank you for the sent prayer. I’m praying for you as well..and this new service. I know it is hard to not worry about a very big thing. Yes, the music, the power point, all that helps with the service. However, it’s the love that you pour out to others. Willing to be there to listen and to pray. Having open doors and open hearts to introduce others to Christ. It is great that you want everything to go soo smoothly, and I’m sure that the Lord is delighted in all of your efforts. However, God is Huge…with or without the multimidea, He will move, as long as you are faithful. By having this opportunity and getting it ready, it seems to me that you have been. Blessings!

  2. u are doing the right thing. keeping God first is the best u can do.  i am praying for you and i am excited to see whats going to happen.

  3. Anonymous says:

    We’re going to make it brother.

  4. Anonymous says:

    Or course you are going to worry about it all, but just chill Todd, God will handle it all. Nothing on this planet is perfect, remember that, just thrive for the best, and do what you do best and that is be there for people and everything will go fine

  5. Anonymous says:

    I”M COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  6. Anonymous says:

    I”M COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  7. Anonymous says:

    If it helps I think that it was wonderful! love ya!

  8. Sallad16 says:

    that sermon last night was so powerful i think alot more ppl need to hear that not just us last night it shows how each of us has in our own was reasoned to make something right in our minds to ease our concinces i know i have and im so thankful that you followed God’s leading and gave that. it has helped alot. Thanks
    love, Dallas
    and once again expect phone calls. Dallas

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s